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so ive been working at burlington for like 3 weeks now i think. and its fun. of course it sucks because its work and everyone hates work. but its not bad at all. the best part of it is the people i work with. they are all so freakin cool and layed back. its awsome. thats what makes the job worth it. i just hope that after the season they keep me and give me a raise or something. because i really dont want to get another job. but i need more money. im not living here forever. well anyways. my job is the only good thing going in my life right now. everything else is still just a huge pile of shit.

TURNING ON ANOTHER ROAD

so ive been going though a lot of crap the last couple months. trying to figure a lot of things out and just random things poping up in the way. first matter. my band is now broken up. that band is no more and is left in the past. the times were amazing and awsome and i wouldnt trade it for anything. its sad to see it go but better things lay ahead. im now playing music with my best friend alex. im sure you guys dont like him very much, but give him a chance. look past the makeup and how he dresses. think about it i dress the same way i just dont wear makeup. hes a good kid, dont judge before you know him. but anyways. me and him are writing music that is very different from what we were doing before and its amazing. we are looking for new members and we have big goals that will be reached you just wait. im not sure if anyone cares about this but im telling you anyways. so that is what is going on with music in my life. next thing. i finally have something that i have been searching for for a very long time. I HAVE A JOB. i work at burlington coat factory and i will be going in tomorrow for orientation. well technacly today because its three in morning but yeah whatever. im excited. i cant wait to get money yayy! there are still holes in my life that need to be filled. but all in good time. but i finally caught my break with this job and so things are looking up just a little bit. and so i am going down a new road in life and im excited for a change. so that is my life so far. oh yeah and allison i need a hair trim soon. :)